Friday, October 16, 2009

Wrap it up




We had a lunch together yesterday.. He’s a type of guy dat so quiet.
Like, you should ask him a question, then that’s the only time he will respond or talk. Say, he’s a substantial guy, definitely he is. But, you know, i
need first to strike the tête-à-tête before you can enjoy the conversation. I should be the one to keep the conversation burning, bec.if I failed to, gudluck if he will talk again. Hehe

keri lang.. my kilig factor khit papano.. peo di nmn gnun ka intense hehe..

last day na to ng pigging peer coach nia sa amin goodbye mr.j, unit mgr ka na nga pla.. hehe.. congrats.. im still crossing my finger, that somehow we will cross path again
( khit nsa iisang floor lng tayo parehas haha).. sana magpansinan pdin tayo..

Gudluck.. at kung mbabasa mo toh, well gud for you, haha.. aop ang ibang sinabi ko dito sa blog na to haha.

Let me tell you this, Justin perlas. My whole batch doesn’t like you, I mean yah youre cute daw, but there’s sumthing na mali daw sayo.. haha.. and im soo blind daw kasi im really into you. They see what my goggled eyes cant see. I dunno.. well. That’s the wonders of this bullshit feelings. I don’t like you nor love you. It’s just that im confuse, so confuse. But one thing is for sure, youre being runs in my mind. It haunts me every now and then, and that’s bullshit. Coz, this weird idea should stop now. Coz it’s not right, and im really having a hard time.

Blame to you, for being the guy that I wish and build castles in the air to be with eversince.

And blame to me, for having this unusual and so confusing feelings that I know will be just useless.. coz we don’t have the same feelings, and the worst? You’re already committed.

Thanks for the whole one week of inspiration; you’re so nice to me. Thanks a lot.

You’re just an ordinary guy that made an ordinary girl experienced the extraordinary feelings even for a quick snap.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

let's call him, MR.J





I saw you one time txting at the coach near the back door of our building, I saw you and I said to my gay friend, “he’s cute, nice eyes”. And my friend gave me
unwanted looks and said, “yeah, yummy” hehe.. And then, that’s it. I admired him from then on.

It’s our first week of our DC, and you became one of my temporary coach. We saw your id, and then we find your name. I became soo excited when I found out that you’re the coach of our class even if its just for one day. But, unfortunately, my system suck up, it’s not working. Poor me. I don’t even have the chance to ask you some questions, fine. Im such a loser. Hehe

I kept thinking about him, day after day. My trainer even knows that im into him. My trainer once told me, about his love life, yeah, sad to say he’s already committed, I even saw him wearing like a commitment ring. Okay.. goodbye mr.j. but, let me follow you in fb and fs hehe..

Okay.. when we hit ezone, I saw at my um’s pc that you will be our coach for the first week, but bec. Of the typhoon undoy, you filed a leave just to clean your house. Okay. Im such a loser again. But, fate was really kind, in our 2nd week, you became our coach again.. and yehey. We finally met at last.

One of your friend, became my friend too. And that kolokoy guy, gave you a hint that I like you. And the rest is history.. how I hope we can still have a chance even thou you’re already committed, I like you and im almost there to like you more. So sad..

JPP. Hayst.