Thanks, you made me smile.. - that’s the last few words I told him.
Well, this might be the last day that I will see him here in our office.
He will be transferred in to our other site, which is good for both of us.
Uhmm. He might be at least ONE of the reasons why im still here,
He made me realize that love is not selfish, its not self centered,
LOVE is not jealous; it’s a feeling of happiness. Even though, were
not together ( YEAH, she do have a girlfriend), his presence was enough
to complete my day, the hi’s and hello’s, the chit chatting,
the texting times.. all of those
things made my day fully pleased. But, as I said in my previous blogs,
we cant be together coz his already committed, and yes he definitely
loves her girlfriend. Ouch.. but I just love him and im not asking anything
in return.
I know ive been a sinner during those fling days, but I can’t blame myself
I just fell in love and that’s the only reason why I did that. I might tried to
Destroy their relationship but its not my intention to do that, its only my
Willingness to have him in my life. I love him, but he can’t give it back to me
The way I wanted it to be. But, it’s fine. I love him still.
I always live into this quote when im truly in love, here it goes---
“If loving you is wrong I don’t want to be right, I would rather stay a sinner
Of loving you than not to be able to say I love you” I love the line really
Hehe.. and it does apply to me and to him.
this might be goodbye for us, I don’t know if this is only for now
Or for real. Besides, I don’t want to continue this either
Coz I know it will do no good to me in the long run, I might get hurt
Even more.
Well, back to reality then, face the world with my self again. Waiting for
Another guy who can make me fall in love once more. Hoping that he will be
the one I’ve been wishing and praying for. MY BEST HALF..
