Just turned 21 :)

I turned 21. whew, the time was really fast. I can’t imagine that a young, crazy child before is already 21, what’s the difference now? I guess, it’s just the number and the ideas. But, the character and personality were just the same. I’m still the fanatical child years ago who basically, do anything what she wants.

I’m really happy for the last year. There are a lot of blessings I received. I graduated in college and just took the Nursing Licensure Exam, and passed it. Yeah, that was tough, the process of the review was damn hell, yet fascinating. I love the hardship that comes with that. I love how we managed to read those huge nursing books and tons of review materials, take a sleep for 2-4 hours a day and then review again (considering, that im still engaged in an extra curricular activities then). 24 hours a day was not enough for us. Though,it was really stiff during those period, we still have time to enjoy even in small little way, like watching a scandal in auditorium. I will never forget how the auditorium looks like during the kathrina-hayden co scandal.. haha.. Really funny. But, it was proven, that it is really pleasant to taste the fruit of your success when you really gave your effort. The feelings were incomparable.

Months after we took the board exam, I look for a job in a call center ( im not against in the idea of working into a line of job which is not related in your course, that’s how it shows if you’re versatile or not) , fortunately, I got hired. I met great people in my first work who turned out to be my BFF hehe. They are all great.. and talking about the job? Hahaha..it was cool being a telephone banker, we handle queries and transactions pertaining into their bank accounts. I will never forget the experience in that account. Coz everyday is a challenge, and it is the survival of the fittest. In that work, I learned how to sleep for a minutes eventhough your taking calls, drinking coffee or soda just to keep awake, mix the hot and cold water to avoid throat problems, eating lots of junkies to beat boredom and to divert the attention, so that you will not bother if you receive lots lots lots of calls. I’am also being cursed everyday by my customers for being a bitch ( yeah, I am a bitch when I need to) And the rest is history.

Also in my first job. I fell in love. I don’t want to elaborate more. But that experience made me realize that I really didn’t knew what love yet means. What’s love anyway? I can’t still answer that question. I thought that’s love when I fall for him, but it is just being selfish and all for play. My friend just told me something that really made me think twice here what she said “ karla, you don’t love him, you just want to prove to yourself that you can snatch him away to his girl, it’s not love friend, it is more on a challenge in your part” yeah, I admit. And also one of my friends told me that there are two hearts that will suffer, mine and his. Because at the end of the day, reality bites, we don’t owe each other, and that’s awful. Love, hum bug.

I’m still waiting for my destiny, someone that GOD just created for me. And I know for sure when that time comes, I can now answer what love means.

I know there’s a lot more to come, I’m still starting to mold my future, it will not end here, and this is just the start. As long as GOD is with me, everything is in control. He’s the director and the script writer, I’m just the actress of his story, trying my best to play the role he had given me and make that story really exceptional. I’m looking forward for another great year :)